Deep Blue

those who know me know what this is supposed to mean...yes, i heard the music!

ahhh well, went for a friend's wedding on saturday. at her beautiful farm house. the couple looked...perfect. i think a woman looks prettiest and happiest at her wedding.

hmm...as usual i was surrounded by couples...and yes, i was by myself.

with friends, but by myself.

and very strangely...there was this one particular person i really missed last night. i found myself constantly thinking of him. wierd. considering that i've known him for so many years...and he's been with me always...and yes we could have been 'together' if it wasn't for his lack of clarity (!)...and i did manage to wipe him out of my mind over the last few months...but he just came right back...

i think i'll call him and get my head sorted out.

Where is the passion when you need it the most?
Where is the light when you are so lost?
Where is the world when you feel all alone?
Where is the smile when you see no hope?
Where is the courage when you walk down the slope?
Where is the silence when you can't speak no more?
Where is the comfort when you are so weak?
Where are the answers when you seek?

Where?

"Time goes by so slowly."
Does it, really???

After a long time, finally, a 'perfect' sunday! An extra long lazzzzzeeeee sunday lunch with some fun friends...lots of yummy stuff! Nodding off in the middle of The Incredibles. A lovely evening at a karoake bar. Aaaaahh! Bliss!

Hmm...the weekend has passed. Which leaves me now to answer some totally 'traumatising' questions of life. Of course, whenever I'm spotted at home these days, the favorite topic seems to be...'Beta, have you thought about marriage?' (help help!) Well of course I know I have to be married...someday. I would love to. But now????? Yes yes I know I'm getting 'old'...but hey i'm only 27...I really just want to hold to my own space for a wee bit longer. I still feel like I have so much more to do before I get married. I want to fall in love (again!). I want to spend a whole day dreaming. I want to feel the excitement of doing things for someone else. Well thats what I want to do...

Can I hold on to these moments for just a little longer?